i'm about ready to walk out of this life. i'm so frustrated.
i'm sick of making my decisions based on how "they" react.
i'm sick of not getting straight answers from "them" and getting this vibe that is so off-beat.
i'm sick of having to shut my door because "they" are out there.
i'm sick of trying to sleep with all that's going on out there.
i'm sick of others not understanding how "they" really is...or at least not accepting it.
and i'm sick of trying to pretend everything's okay.
but the real problem is...."they" doesn't get it. and i don't think "they" ever will.
i'm not the only one who feels this way. we're trying to avoid conflict, and toleration is the only way we see as effective. but it's tearing us up inside.
will it ever get better? can we ever go back to the way it was, or are we stuck with this new, unfriendly reality?
2 comments:
First of all Kara, me encanta your title. ;) Second of all... check your facebook. love you.
i know i dont know you but i stumbled on your blog and thought id leave a lil thought.
It sucks cuz i dont really like to be single i feel lonely and whenever im lonely i spend money or go to bars or whatever its just not fun...
but thats 10000000 times better than that feeling deep down in your stomach when he/she dosent call back late at night and they have been drinking and they are mad.... or when you cant go to ur best friends birthday or party or anything because they dont feel good or they dont like youre friends... awwww man
so many things that suck about so many other things
(pretty much both can suck)
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