will the music ever be enough

if you know me, it's no secret that music is everything to me. i'm not one to be involved in everything, but over the last few years i've come to appreciate all different types of music. like right now, my favorite is the new gym class heros album, the classics like ella fitzgerald and frank sinatra, and of course the music from high school musical 3. there's such a difference between all of those, but all of them bring my so much.

i love the feeling i get when i turn up my music really loud and i just sit and baske in it.

i let the music cover me. let it consume me.

but will the music ever be enough?

eventually, real life is going to have to win out. but that hasn't happened yet. so i'm stuck in this illusion of false reality. music is magical and romantanticized, and although it can be powerful, and powerfully honest, it is rarely real.

when will i be able to experience it for the first time, all of it, powerful, and real??